I woke up at 4am and could not go back to sleep. I have been resisting all night for a million or one reason. This morning, I finally gave way because I knew there was no chance of seeing you.

What I am trying to say is...

I got your note and your request. I wish you spelled right at least. It makes me feel unimportant, you know. On the other hand, why should I even concern myself with thinking of that. We broke up for a reason.

Among other things...